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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
21st Century Awareness - As Time Goes By
the Berlin wall. Several persons were interviewed, telling their story about how it was *then*.
Most of them reminisced - all of them even rather melancholy, women were at home, nor in a career, eating at home was normal, eating out very unusual and were talking about *the day*
that for instance SPAGETTI either *Bolognaise* or with that typical Italian Tomatoe Sauce was THE HOTTEST fad.
What struck me most of all: the really AWFUL pictures shown, not that the ğictures were that bad, what I saw was awful, The Beatles, Adenhauer, former East Germany and the absolute
DREARINESS overall.
Gosh I commented: did I also go through those '50's, 60's, 70's, living life as it was then? How
ghastly, dreary it all looked to me NOW, quite happy with being alive in this year 2009, with
so much going on that I feel * gives colour* to life.
That 21st Century Awareness stayed with me as I slept, because this morning I felt rather great.
Not I, Mrs *Great*, but rather great - as in good, fairly energetic despite the heatwave we are suffering here (Turkey), as in I am feeling fairly happy.
I know that sounds *unhappy*, but I can assure readers it is *happy*.
Sometimes you can feel troubled, restless, worried for very valid reasons, which happened.
Even under terrible emotional endurance lasting *as if it would never end* I stayed a rather happy-with-my-life- person until at some moment I discovered that I felt absolutely terrible.
That invisible leaden burden seemed to cause me to feel as if life was not worth living, a useless existence, no longer *needed* as a retired person, out of the mainstream and looking at faces of people I once knew with horror.
Yesterday, Monday 20th July, 2009 I managed to fill out my 2008 Tax Income Paper ONLINE, electronically and within seconds it was done, and was I able to see the result - to pay or a refund - and how much. My taxform online is never the same as the year before, and until now
I have not been able to get it right without the help (by phone) from a taxform expert.
When it was BEHIND me - and that was real proof: I really had to keep saying to myself: I AM FREE - it is done. And as I said *proof* how even a tiny issue as this - (I knew that I would not be taxed more than I had paid already) can hang over your head 24/7 and make your life miserable.
With that 21st Century Awareness - determined to get things right, done, behind me, I was
rapidly starting to feel more like *the old me* - the one I like much much better, but that
*old me* lived 20-25 years ago, in main-stream, and with a life and life-style I really enjoyed.
Until now however I have not yet been able to say: thank goodness that is behind me.
I know you see, that it was not all it seems to be NOW. As I said: I did enjoy everything then, and now 20-25 years older: I probably would not want to return to that life, in fact I cannot because it is behind me - done with.
How *feelings* can be your best *weather forecast*, also I know. How bad, unhappy feelings
can influence your life permanently, I knew as well, but it had not happened to me then, not yet.
Now, despite a chronic shortage of money, because I am supporting my daughter and granddaughter, which made me the most miserable, I am slowly beginning to feel slightly
better, almost as if *The Law Of Attraction* (in which I do not believe really) is opening up old
alleys, I always knew and considered being part of me.
As if some real evilness was able to block those alleys, not wanting me to be happy and SUCCESSFUL. And such awarenesses, that this can really happen, I not only believe, I KNOW
in fact *it exists*.
It would be wonderful to enjoy life again and look forward to many more *HAPPY DAYS* turning into more and more *HAPPY YEARS*
What I notice as a sensitive, each moment these last 20 or so years, I consider RESEARCH, next to *a learning process* and in time, as these happier feelings occur, and *take me back*,
I shall be able to explain better.
Until a next moment in my life: enjoy your summer, your holiday, your life.
Willy
Saturday, July 4, 2009
21st Century Awareness and TIME MANAGEMENT
Yes: 21st Century Awareness and Time Management
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How about you? Are you *excercising* time management? I know that there are many website and online businesses offering courses in *TIME MANAGEMENT*, some even freebies as a tidbit, getting you interested to *eat* more of their *food*, some straight-out with expensive packages to be purchased and it has become possible because of that marvellous 21st Century phenomenon THE WORLD WIDE WEB.
It is *wonderful*, whatever you are thinking of when it comes to learning, buying, getting information: it is out there, available, around the clock.
Some are (already) addicted to *Internet* - kids specially, with courses for parents - yes- at a *help for parents* centre SEEING what their kids are *up t0* (games, porno, whatever that other adults have created in order to get some *hooked*. Kids are susceptible, curious, and outright *naughty* and smart enough to always FIND, what an *ordinary* parent did not think did even exist.
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Time Management therefore is *still* a wonderful issue, a great *habit* and would it not be absolutely fantastic*us* if somehow every human being has it firmly fixed inside that individual's cells. All of them if that is *technically* possible.
I personally would like to have such a mechanism working for me, if that *could be arranged*, then at least I would be able to cope splendidly with the enormous amount of work that I decided I needed to go through.
Incidentally: this morning I received one of my daily (health) tips, I collect them, and it said that in a test the outcome had been that persons * volunteering* had a better health and others *not volunteering* were in less good shape.
I needed to read it twice, the way the senders had phrased this, in clearer words: if you yourself DECIDE you feel much better than when you are forced (dragged) to do something.
The funny thing is though that sayings have existed, since the human race came about I would be inclined to say, that SAY THE SAME THING!!
Such as: you can drag a dog to water, but you cannot make it drink. As far as I am concerned it means exactly the same as what I read this morning, the outcome of RESEARCH, in the USA of course.
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IGNORANCE - The Root of ALL EVIL, I read as well this morning, quickly opening up my iGoogle webpage, where I had placed a new gadget:
So I have *time*
Whether *time* is on my side I cannot (yet) say firmly and decisively, I shall feel it, when that is the case.
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TIME MANAGEMENT, just the most ordinary time management, has been included (again) in my daily life, I am very pleased about that, because you are more relaxed, you feel less *up tight*, you can laugh and *smile* at someone (even one you despise or loathe).
Note: nothing *technical* basically said by me, just words of truth, wisdom to some extent, how I see things, how I experience my *every day* and others: they do the work.
I for the time being do the thinking: about what I read, what happens to me, what happened to others, what the papers said and then: all that mushy stuff, if you would eat it all that hotch-potch I have gone through I am sure you would become violently *sick*.
I know, because it also HAPPENED to me, but no longer: I can handle what I see, absorb, think about, and while I sleep: I restore myself (instead of bothering my poor brain ever again to sleep on what happened during the day).
I needed to do that as well, for a while returning to the 21st Century and ticking off the items on my long list that I needed researching with the aid of a PC, and with Internet access to the better sources of information, whilst at the same time *going through door-to-door leaflets* in order to familiarize myself of the stuff being offered, and what they cost.
A *backlog* of about 15 or so years I needed to get through, meanwhile continuing with the work I am doing *really*: metaphysical science, multi-dimensional kinesiology and orthomolecular nutritional medicine.
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I did feel rather akward, and often I still feel akward, because after all so many others have been online marketers, and have so much more experience, particularly how to set up websites with the necessary *chain* of support to keep you going - as an online business.
I do not have anything of the kind (yet) hence my statement that (at least) I need stamina and a long breath.
Besides: the more I learned, the more *I learned* - and became aware of several issues.
Recognizing these issues, made me very AWARE, specially what I never would want to be doing. Do not make that mistake I would be saying to myself. If you care to remember ?? my own *good self* would help me - you never liked this or that, such work, such people and eventually I remembered: Yuk - very true, looking at a photograph for instance of a couple (nearly married soon for 50 years, by God).
Just imagine me - perish the thought - being like that.
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The 21st Century Awareness is really about *new*, about *AGE*, about new metaphysical awareness as well, and even if I know a lot - I need training to get it out, above all: in *easy language* useful for ordinary beings.
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Now: this is time management: it is 17.50, as if I was closing my shop in The Netherlands, in my time (now the opening hours are different) they closed at 18.00 hours. Here in Southern Turkey, amidst farmers and peasants busy with their land and lifestock: a day = a day, with SUN up - SUN down working hours, although *THE SUNDAY* is always considered a special day here - with visiting relatives specially during the summer
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I *run my business* from home which is great stuff, thanks to the genius of others, mostly these would be, have been *of the male persuation*, and where would we be if they had not been so endowed - you know that approach women do not have, of few words, no-nonsense talk, earning money, that singular approach.
Yes, I like men because of those great assests that most women do not possess.
Where would the woman (of nearly 50 years marriage I mentioned earlier) BE ?? if that man, her legally married to husband had not been as he always shall be - A bully, a MCP (in case it has been forgotten: it stands for Male Chauvinist Pig).
And where would I be, if I had not told my husband, at that moment in time: NOW I AM GOING TO DIVORCE YOU (1991) ? Not here, probably still married without all the really great experience that *befell* me, all THE GODS *bequethed* me (saddled me with, the fearsome monsters aka pimping cowards).
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The (real) QUEEN BEE (of the beehive) has thousands of *darlings* working their *butt* of for her. There is absolutely no whiff even of *insubordination*, a male *hostile* take-over, it would be impossible even, nature as it is.
Once I became so furious, it took weeks for me to return to a certain equilibrium even, that I hand-wrote a book, about the position of a *male darling* (Turkish of course, but it would be applicable globally). The *darling* in question kept it safely under lock and key somewhere, believing the book to be valuable.
Not because of its contents usable for a *bestseller*, oh no, not at all. He played with the thought of using it in a court but lacked the experience to do so.
I was very surprised, looked up from what I was doing (something *intellectualy* in his eyes), saw the lewd and calculating flicker in his eyes: MONEY!!.that meant, getting his hands on money somehow.
I knew, I had learned the hard way, about lewd boys in an Adult body, about the lack of education in existence here, indeed creating evil monsters. Plato was quite accurate, and I wished I had been around when he was alive, then I would not have been such a stupid idiot, should it be true that one can come back in future lives. The information would then have *arrived* with me, in the genes so-to-say.
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The 21st Century is all about *AWARENESS*, about learning how to PERFORM better throughout life, about learning through available knowledge, now so accessable.
It is a pleasure, it must be a pleasure for everyone, because the feelings of CONTROL are so *good* for one's EGO. Knowledge = POWER = WEALTH
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ByeBye, until I write again: Willy A.C. Holmes-Spoelder
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